people i miss all these while..

it's almost 2 months.. never realize how much i love everyone back home until i'm away from it.. made me realize how much i've always take things for granted and how ungrateful i was when i had everything..

my dear parents.. wouldn't be where i am and what i am without you.. *heart* i'll face every challenge with a positive mindset.. i promise..

the person who brought me up.. be safe.. you promised to watch me graduate.. i won't disappoint you~~

you guyz drive me crazy all the time but i'm missing you like nuts now.. how i miss fighting with you.. to sheng yong: i miss you very much!!! i'll always be here for you if you need me.. you can count on me just like i can count on you.. study hard ya.. academic stuffs should not get the better of us rite?!?!

missing you.. don't be such a cry baby k.. bet you're having fun exploiting my room. =p let me know if kor kor bully you.. i'll scold him.. *hehe*

my beloved angels who constantly drives me up the wall.. i miss you all!!! lets bridge again when i'm back.. be good ya~~

the apple of my eye!! breaks my heart when you stare at me as if i'm a stranger over the webcam.. thank God you recognize me eventually.. =)

my dearest abby!!! u would probably be really big when i'm back.. wonder if you would still recognize me.. *hmmm*

the greatest gift God has bestowed to me.. a group of great friends whom i know i can always trust..
the partners in bullying crime!! sorry for abandoning you.. will be back soon.. wait for me ya..
the victim.. i still miss 'bullying' you!!

you have no idea how much i miss you!! please fix your internet connection asap!! =(

i'll be back really soon!! missing my zhi muis!!! plan plan.. lets go somewhere!!! HOLIDAY!!!=p

urgh!!! i miss my family and friends too much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =(

thank God for memories..

i'm depressed!!!!!!! confused!!!!! stressed!!!!!!!!!!!!

my very own thoughts are driving me crazy!! =(

too many things to complete.. too many things to think about.. my brain's capacity jz ain't enough..

~~ friends~~

some quotes for my beloved friends!!! long time since i've posted some decent 'literatury' posts.. =p

A friend is someone with whom you dare to be yourself.

Frank Crane

When a friend is in trouble, don't annoy him by asking if there is anything you can do. Think up something appropriate and do it.

Edgar Watson Howe

Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow; Don't walk behind me, I may not lead; Walk beside me, and just be my friend.

Albert Camus

The best time to make friends is before you need them.

Ethel Barrymore

A true friend never gets in your way unless you happen to be going down.

Arnold H. Glasgow

The road to a friend's house is never long.

Danish Proverb

Be a friend to thyself, and others will be so too.

Thomas Fuller

Happy Valentines to all my beloved friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the beginning of the quarter..

it's the third day of official campus life at cal poly pomona and there's already like tonnes of readings to do.. tonnes of assignments waiting for me to get started on.. and homework piling.. and the best part, my quizzes and exams starts next week.. i haven't even time to start adapting and here they are already trying to kill me with workload.. the worst subject is political science!!!!! why on earth do i have to study bout the american government?!?!?! it's not like i'm gonna be a citizen here.. and it's not like i'm even trying to apply for PR here.. i've no clue what the hell the lecturer is babbling about.. and i can't give any opinions or views when he asks questions in class.. he luvs to question his students and heck.. i'm always in the first 2 rows.. sighz.. i can't sit at the back as the americans are tall and big ppl.. they'll just block my view and i can't allow tht to happen.. well.. at least i've plenty of things to keep me busy for the time being and it sorta takes my mind off home.. campus is really big.. dah la in TPM oso i can get lost in the library, over here i could get lost anywhere.. being lazy to walk is a thing of the past.. since my mum is way back in m'sia, there's no one else to fetch me where ever i wanna go.. and transportation sucks here, so i'll just have to depend on my legs i guest.. planning to get a car here with my frenz if it's not too expensive tho.. otherwise i'll just walk i guess.. it's kinda hard to walk in the cold, dry weather tho.. can hardly breathe.. sighz.. now it's jz back to reading, reading, and more reading.. wonder when will i complete so many articles and chapters.. God save me!!!!!!!! =(

SHOPPING!!!!!!!!

hehe.. went shopping today.. omg.. branded stuffs are so much cheaper here.. especially when there's clearance sales now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this place is a shopping heaven for branded stuffs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but sadly.. i can't find shoes and pants my size here.. =( everything is so big!!!!!!!!!!!!! but at least got 2 lip gloss from victoria's secret.. it's a freaking 10usd for 2.. hehe.. got it during sales.. so cool!!!!!!!!!!! branded stuffs r so cheap.. i'm so getting a blackberry be4 i go back.. or when i get my ssn code.. then i can get a blackberry with wifi n everything for bout 300usd only!!!!!!!!!!!!! y buy in m'sia for 2000 over ringgit when u can get it here for bout 1100 ringgit only!!!!!!!!!!! wakaka.. but i spent a lot for transport.. it's a darn 1usd for every bus trip.. to n fro would be 2usd dy.. so so freaking damn expensive.. spent 12usd jz on bus ride this week.. eeyyeerr.. so much for saving lo.. can't save on anything 1.. by the time i convert it's so expensive ady.. n the worst part is.. i've to use my legs all the time.. sobz!!!!!!!!!!! hv to walk so much!!!!!!!!! campus is so so far from my apartment.. it's like walking from TPM to sri saujana.. if u all noe where's tht.. i think 1 day i've walked as far as from kl centre all the way back to OUG.. no joke wei.. hv to walk everywhere i go.. n there's no specific mall where u can get everything from 1 place.. there's a special mart where u get food n grocery stuffs, a special shop for furniture, special shop for electrical appliances, n another shop fro stationaries n other miscellaneous items.. damn ma fan rite.. instead of getting all in 1 place, i've to walk to 5 different places to finish shopping.. n the places are like damn freaking far lo.. i feel faint at the end of everyday.. n hv to wait 30 to 40 mins outside in the cold for bus.. damn!!!!!!!!!! i miss home!!!!!!!! i'm really OUT of my comfort zone dy.. waaaaaaaaaa........ =(

DAMN!!!!!!!!!! it RAINED today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
& as if it's not cold enough it had to pour the whole day.. it's soo cold!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i miss the weather back home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i miss sweating.. i hardly sweat here.. actually.. more like.. i've never sweat in a week.. =(

I'm FREEZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's so DAMN cold at night!!!!!!!!

guess i shouldn't complain so much.. Christine's place could be 10x colder.. =(

journey to the land of the rich & famous?!?!

wahhhhh!!!!!!!!! can't believe time flies.. n now i'm already in the campus in pomona california blogging bout this.. the flight here sucks!!!!!!! 18 dreaded hours nearly claimed my life man.. having second thoughts bout goin back to m'sia during the summer.. =S there's nth to do in the plane except sit, sleep, eat, n watch some of the movies they provide on the entertainment counter.. n all the custom procedures are so tiresome.. reached LA with half my mind gone cz of boredem.. n i din even managed to snap any shots cz i was too tired to move.. n 2 freaking darn heavy bags!!!!!! dunno where i got the idea of bringing so many things in the first place.. i can't even lift it up.. talk bout carrying to n fro from m'sia to LA.. will post up some pics when i get started with my cam.. btw.. downtown LA is not a very nice place to be in.. i think it could be more polluted n noisy n definitely more congested if compared to kl.. but around LA is filled with fun stuffs we could do.. hehe.. hopefully i get to check out anaheim or hollywood be4 the term begins.. =p tht would be like in a weeks time.. jz a lil update for those who're curious of my well-being & if i'm still alive.. =p

my supposed farewell.. =p

to sum1 i adore n hv cherished all my life..

BLESSED BURFDAY to my dearest daddie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

without u, i won't be here n i won't be who i am today.. i'm so glad i've the best daddie ever!!! i'm so glad i've such a wonderful family.. one tht i would cherish till the day i depart from this world.. one tht i would die for if i hv to.. i'm so grateful!!!

I LUV MY FAMILY SO SO MUCH!!!!

my beloved parents!!! i am who i am today because of them..

my family.. more preciuos than any jewels on earth.. luv luv luv them lotz..

once again..

HAPPIE BURFDAY DADDY!!!!!!!!!

To a very gud n dear fren..

It's just so sad to see every single one of my childhood frenz leaving to pursue their dreams.. All of us have grown up into fine young adults and we're each departing to pursue our own dreams.. It's a gud sign i guess.. but it's just so sad when it comes to bidding farewell.. =(

Christine.. There are so many nice things tht i ought to say to u but.. I just couldn't get it out at the farewell party or when i saw u on sunday.. I know tht if I were to say it, I couldn't help tearing.. it was quite hard to try to keep tears in when one of my bestest n oldest fren is leaving for 4 years.. we might see each other during the 4 years or we might not.. but nway..

Christine,
I guess I've known u ever since u were in diapers.. really cute then n now.. hehe.. it's amazing tht we've been frenz ever since.. actually, to me, it's more like sisters.. sweet memories, huh.. remember the times when we use to play hide n seek at ur old house?? n all those past midnight carolling we use to have.. those were the times.. n i really cherish those moments.. i really thank God for bringing u n the others into my life.. couldn't imagine how my years would be like without all of u there to support me n to encourage me.. i'm really glad too tht u were there with me thru carollings, gatherings, my first camp, first youth quake, thru JS.. it would be a lot different without u.. altho u're not as crazy as most of us are, but u were much fun to be with.. i luv to see u smile n laugh.. it's quite different from the others.. n the smirk when u tease me.. gonna miss tht for a couple of years.. u've been a great encouragement to me (u may not realize).. especially when i'm worship leading.. jz looking at u n brian playing calms me down a lot.. the thought tht u're in it with me creates a different sorta atmosphere (it seem much more fun).. many times communication was rather indirect but u understand me nevertheless.. there was no need for lotza words.. haha.. n sometimes u jz left me speechless with ur vast range of vocabulary.. n the proper sentences while my sentences are all mixed n jumbled with english n malay words.. kinda embarassing, now to come to think bout it =p can't express how heavy hearted i am to see u leave.. but.. at the same time, i'm really happy tht u've made a choice n excited tht u'll be exploring a new world.. be sure to be alert at all times k.. listen for His guidance n u'll never go wrong.. He'll take care of u.. long msg huh.. but actually, i've audited n cut short dy.. haha.. last but not least.. dun forget me ya.. hehe.. n i won't forget u either.. best frenz forever ya.. come visit me in cal if u've time.. we could go hollywood or disneyland or long beach.. considerably near from my campus.. or we could go shopping in new york together.. or i could visit u.. till then.. take gud care ya.. n God bless..

with love.

Ai Mie's farewell = 'bowl'-ing day..

Ai Mie has officially left us for MMU in Malacca.. sobz.. so sad rite.. things would never be the same without her aroung in church.. we're gonna miss her 4 degree of laughter.. =p after giving much thoughts n considerations on wut to do for her farewell, we ended up goin to times square for some pure 'bowl'-ing fun.. if u noe wut i mean.. ^^

THE EVENT ('BOWL'-ING)

check out the VIIP for the day.. check out her moves.. sadly.. it's not a strike..

whoa!! it seems like the ball's gonna 'masuk longkang'.. wakaka.. some skills he was bragging bout.. =p
now check out mr chie in action.. he's a serious 'bowl'-er.. haha.. but in the end.. still 'masuk longkang'.. sad.. =p
now let us show u the right way to 'bowl'.. tada!!!! the malay version of 'bowl'-ing.. haha..

CANDID SHOTS...

checking out sum guyz i see christine.. haha.. at least ai mie knows where to look.. =p

checking out the scores.. sighz.. brian has the highest score it seems.. ish.. tht fella.. look how sad my bro n joash is.. hehe..

hey.. wut do u noe.. lil emerson can 'bowl' really well too.. now doesn't he look like chie jr.. =p

the VVIP for the day..
aunty chew mae had fun with us too.. n as usual.. rekha is there showing her 'mengada'ness.. haha.. n wy leong's bz savoring his ice cream.. mm mmmm.. guess whose head is below the pic..
the not so mengada ppl.. like me n wy lyn.. haha..
sighz.. another mengada fella.. org suruh buat 1 dia buat yg lain pula..

THE GROUP..

the galz..
the guyz..
pretending to be cool?!?! plz la.. wakaka.. =p the group of siao kiis..


THE END.... *BOW*

back to childhood times???

check out the people whom i grew up with.. Jocelyn & Christine are 2 people whom i've been frenz with ever since we were in diapers.. n they've been there to encourage me n also to gv me a lil boost when i'm back sliding.. i guess basically all the youths in church are my childhood frenz.. we've been seeing each other once a week ever since we were born.. cherish the bond we share so much.. n not to forget the fun times we've spent together..

Brian, mua, Jocelyn n Christine.. childhood frenz.. luv u ppl..

with uncle Chie n Estelle.. Estelle's so cute.. actually i think all 4 kids of his are super adorable..

the 3 musketeers.. or Charlie's Angels.. tht's wut the church ppl use to describe us last time.. sadly.. Jo has left us now.. *sobz*

see no evil.. speak no evil.. hear no evil.. heart no evil???

see no evil.. speak no evil.. hear no evil.. n of course.. smell no evil.. *wakaka*

and both our professional posers showing off their camwhoring skills.. who's the winner.. *wonders*

i'm gonna miss every single second i've spent with all of u back at GMC.. u ppl hv shared so much with me.. n we've gone thru all the joy n sorrows.. n all the camps together.. from helping out at VBS.. being 'tormented' by lil monsters.. n bathing the lil monsters.. n running after them.. to organizing camps.. n thru all the countless n numerous committee meetings.. n oso the times when we had meeting for hours in the cabin.. until our parents got fed up of waiting.. n oso all the outings.. kite flying.. lrt treasure hunts.. movies n etc.. n the sleepovers.. new year bash.. where we all get soaking wet throwing buckets of water over each other.. i'll miss all those times.. growing up together physically, emotionally, spiritually.. spending quality fellowship time with all of u.. i'm gonna really really miss all of u!!! *sobz*

Easter celebration!!!

sorry ppl for the late easter post.. =p We had a massive Easter Celebration this year.. in collabration with Tabernacle Church Kuala Lumpur.. Sentul is gonna experience revival like no other.. i'm so thrilled to be able to witness the quake be4 i'm leaving for the states.. i guess it was a big success considering tht almost the whole church compound was filled with ppl.. nway.. we had another easter musical kinda thingy.. dunno wut they call it.. but.. it looks like another musical thingy to me.. hehe.. here we go..

THE POSERS!!!!!!!!!

creepy much.... *aiks*

our mission for the day.. we live to scare off the kids.. *boohoohoo*

another mission.. we live to pose.. =p
half of the dancers.. the others were bz eating.. tak tunggu kita pun!! *hmmph*
the blur effect of the BFs.. united we stand.. *cheers*

THE ACT!!!
Actors!!! At ease!!!!!!!
Scene 1.. action!!!!!!!!
alamak.. tht annoying tiang blocking.. *grunts*

the demons are partying.. a masquerade party?? *wonders*

THE DANCE!!!!

ready galz?!?! *stammering*

hey.. we dun look tht bad do we?? =p

hmmm.. guess we really aren't tht bad after all.. *haha*

THE GRAND FINALE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

n it's all thanks to everyone's hardwork.. *woot*

guess it's another successful event for us.. looking forward for more.. hehe..

sunshine after the rain..

finals is almost over.. this is by far the worst semester i've ever went thru.. countless lab reports.. numerous assignments.. i've 6 subjects to juggle.. tonnes of presentations.. freaking many quizzes n test.. AND.. the worst part is being sick during finals!!!!!!! to top it all up.. the final paper for every subject was freaking hard.. i'm not sure if it's jz me.. but.. i think it is.. i find it really hard to answer most of the question.. i find myself such a disappointment n embarassment.. nearly cried in the exam hall over a few physics question.. sighz.. n i think the invigilators saw me tearing up.. how embarassing is tht?? damn it.. thank God this sem is ending in a few days time.. gud riddance.. i've been experiencing really terrible mood swing this few days.. no thanks to finals.. i'm so sorry to those i've offended during this period of time.. i din mean to ignore or put up a sulky face..

on the brighter side.. Alvin n Nicole's getting married today!!!!!!! hooray!!!!!! congratulations!!!!!! hehe.. finally.. after dunno how many years.. =p

HANDSOME HUNK + GORGEOUS BABE = A HAPPIE FAMILY WITH 'TO-DIE-FOR' KIDS

haha.. nway.. i guess behind every rain cloud is the sun.. after every storm is a rainbow.. hope's still alive if only we hv faith.. a rotten day would turn out to be a happy n glorious day for some others..

over n out..

~yuen mei~