cherished moments..

most cherished moments..

1. having spent almost a portion of everyday with u~
2. pillow talks
3. jz being around u even when there isn't much to talk bout..
4. all the outings we've gone on together
5. snowboarding down the hill together has been awesome and to an extent romantic~
6. the way u console and try to make me happy after getting me mad..
7. how we 'fight' tickling each other..
8. going on thrill rides together
9. u being thr for me tho not alwiz but i've alwiz enjoyed knowing tht u're there..
   
10. having u teach me and helping me out in my studies
11. plucking plums together!!
12. going for occasional evening walks with me..
13. hugs n kisses, my very fave!!
14. going crazy studying for similar subjects together..
15. even enjoyed the aftermath of annoying the crap out of each other.
16. in other words, i enjoyed every moment of the day i spent with u

tragically, none of this would happen anymore.. wish i could be part of ur world but guess we're only too different and we've yet to learn to tolerate and to compromise.. till the day we learn that we're not that different after all, things will nvr change.. maybe i shouldn't be holding on to wut's not meant to be.. when will i ever learn my lessons?! all these memories.. sweet & bitter.. tho i've enjoyed it all, part of me doesn't want it to remain in my thoughts anymore.. the pain is too much to bear.. i've no idea how much i can take be4 i'm able to let go completely.. all i can do is to trust in God to heal the brokenness now..