Good Friday!!!

Jesus died on the cross at 2 p.m. today.. sob.. sob.. no idea y i alwiz feel depressed on good friday & i can't help noticing that the weather is also very depressing on good friday.. throughout the years, i've noticed that it'll be very dark, gloomy & somtimes it'll be a heavy downpour from 12 p.m. to 2 p.m every good friday.. the sky will be very dark & dark clouds will be hovering right above us in that 2 hours.. well, the whole nation should be sad because of wut Jesus did for us.. His unfailing love for us has cost him everything including His life.. sometimes i would wonder if it's worth it or r we worthy of all that He has done for us.. who r we that He should die for us?? who r we to claim His life & ask Him for forgiveness for every sin we've committed?? Who r we to judge others when God Himself gave us so many second chances?? what hv we done to deserve the rights to be called sons & daughters of God?? if God were to question us like that at the end times, how many of us will actually pass the test & proceed to heaven to be with Him eternally?? i really thank God that He's ever loving & ever forgiving.. & that He's alwiz giving us second chances so that we'll learn from our mistakes & nvr repeat it over & over again.. I'm ever grateful that on this solemn yet blessed occasion He has died for us & won our life back from hell for us.. after all He has done for me, i can't help asking myself wut I've done for Him.. wut have i done for Him?? pretty much nth i can think bout rite now.. other than serving in the church in wutever area i can, helping others with minor stuffs, otherwise it's nth at all.. I wish i could hv done more.. but i guess at the end it all comes down to how much u LOVE Him & how much u TRUST in Him.. humans would tend to judge other humans by their appearance but our ONE & ONLY LORD JESUS CHRIST looks at our hearts..