confused..

Am i too insensitive?!?! or am i overly sensitive?!?! how can a person switch from being cold to warm and back to cold in a matter of minutes?!?!? is that even humanly possible?? urgh.. it makes me wonder if there's something wrong with me and the way i interpret stuffs..

AND

in the meantime.. midterms, assignments and reports are still driving me nuts!! last week has gotta be the killer week thus far.. 3 more weeks and my long awaited break shall arrive..

*yuen mei's trying to be really patient*

music~~ food to the soul~~

Music expresses that which cannot be said and on which it is impossible to be silent.

Victor Hugo

Music should strike fire from the heart of man, and bring tears from the eyes of woman.

Ludwig Van Beethoven

If music be the food of love, play on.

Shakespeare, Twelfth Night

can't believe i'm saying this but.. i miss my piano!!!!!!!!! i miss my pieces!!!!! i miss the music, the melody, the touch and the ring of my piano.. it has been a part of me for so long that more often than not i've taken it for granted.. frequently expressing my dissatisfaction and dread over how i hated practising day and night for exams.. but now.. i guess there wouldn't be anymore practising or wutsoever.. i haven't been playing the piano for one and a half month now!!! i miss it!!!!!!!!!! guess hitting the piano when i'm stressed is of no use over here.. =(

i miss my piano!!!!

random..

Random pictures eversince i've been in the states.. haven't been taking pictures much..

The ZHI MUIS aka housemates aka the 3 Bs (according to peng chuan =.=")

Other random pictures?!?!

here are some clues as of how my chinese new year went huh.. i miss CNY back home!!!! miss going to homes to pai nian.. hehe.. but anyhow.. i'm glad and thankful for supportive friends here who have been great help to the struggles that i've been through and which i'm going thru..

I MISS HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!

but.. won't be going back in summer.. but i promise i'll be back end of the year!!

people i miss all these while..

it's almost 2 months.. never realize how much i love everyone back home until i'm away from it.. made me realize how much i've always take things for granted and how ungrateful i was when i had everything..

my dear parents.. wouldn't be where i am and what i am without you.. *heart* i'll face every challenge with a positive mindset.. i promise..

the person who brought me up.. be safe.. you promised to watch me graduate.. i won't disappoint you~~

you guyz drive me crazy all the time but i'm missing you like nuts now.. how i miss fighting with you.. to sheng yong: i miss you very much!!! i'll always be here for you if you need me.. you can count on me just like i can count on you.. study hard ya.. academic stuffs should not get the better of us rite?!?!

missing you.. don't be such a cry baby k.. bet you're having fun exploiting my room. =p let me know if kor kor bully you.. i'll scold him.. *hehe*

my beloved angels who constantly drives me up the wall.. i miss you all!!! lets bridge again when i'm back.. be good ya~~

the apple of my eye!! breaks my heart when you stare at me as if i'm a stranger over the webcam.. thank God you recognize me eventually.. =)

my dearest abby!!! u would probably be really big when i'm back.. wonder if you would still recognize me.. *hmmm*

the greatest gift God has bestowed to me.. a group of great friends whom i know i can always trust..
the partners in bullying crime!! sorry for abandoning you.. will be back soon.. wait for me ya..
the victim.. i still miss 'bullying' you!!

you have no idea how much i miss you!! please fix your internet connection asap!! =(

i'll be back really soon!! missing my zhi muis!!! plan plan.. lets go somewhere!!! HOLIDAY!!!=p

urgh!!! i miss my family and friends too much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =(

thank God for memories..

i'm depressed!!!!!!! confused!!!!! stressed!!!!!!!!!!!!

my very own thoughts are driving me crazy!! =(

too many things to complete.. too many things to think about.. my brain's capacity jz ain't enough..

~~ friends~~

some quotes for my beloved friends!!! long time since i've posted some decent 'literatury' posts.. =p

A friend is someone with whom you dare to be yourself.

Frank Crane

When a friend is in trouble, don't annoy him by asking if there is anything you can do. Think up something appropriate and do it.

Edgar Watson Howe

Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow; Don't walk behind me, I may not lead; Walk beside me, and just be my friend.

Albert Camus

The best time to make friends is before you need them.

Ethel Barrymore

A true friend never gets in your way unless you happen to be going down.

Arnold H. Glasgow

The road to a friend's house is never long.

Danish Proverb

Be a friend to thyself, and others will be so too.

Thomas Fuller

Happy Valentines to all my beloved friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!